I used to write. I used to write a lot. Every feeling, thought, emotion, and event was all recorded either with a pen and paper or on my blog. Over the past month, I've sat down so many times to try and journal or post something, but it was hard for me. I couldn't find the words. I didn't even know where to start. It is officially the worst writer's block. It's not that I now have a boring life, no emotions, or opinions about anything, it's just that where I used to use writing as an outlet, now I compartmentalize and process everything internally. This doesn't mean that I'm not afraid to speak up, to have an opinion, or to be to be honest anymore. Those things haven't changed. I guess that at some point I decided to stop publicizing and recording my life. Looking back on all my posts and journals, I can hardly believe I'm the same person. So much has changed. Five or six years ago I never would have imagined I would be where I am now.
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